When God gives you what you ask for...
Ok so I'm late! Like sure late and just about two weeks behind on my Blog due to life at it's finest.
I could sit here and talk about how busy I am... Well because I am... or how much I can't wait to graduate... Well because I can't, but I won't do that because then I feel like I may start to sound ungrateful.
Let me tell something, I wasn't always this Blessed. Once upon a time I was not as focused on my life and family like I am now. I started my family YOUNG so as you can probably imagine I've too many mistakes to count. HOWEVER God saw fit to keep me in his presence, and not let things get as bad as the could have. And for that I can't complain about my crazy busy life, because I'm overjoyed I have one.
Being a young mother of 3 at 22 years old, I didn't know what my life would look like at my now 38 years of age. I just knew that I had to grow up because I had kids that depended on me, but I was also still young and wanted to hang out in the clubs. While my friends and I all had kids around the same age that could play together while we kicked it... now in hindsight I should have been putting more focus on my education so that I could properly care for them back then.
While I always maintained a good job I should be well off into my career now instead of just really getting started.
Through it all God kept me. Even let me bump my head a few times just to get his point across. My relationship didn't get to where it is now until my grandmother that raised me passed away in 2012. While I sad of course, she lived her life here on earth for 100 years and was ready to go "home" as she would say. Suddenly all the things she taught me all my life came rushing to my mind all at once and knew that if I was going to have a shot at a good life I needed to get my relationship back on track with "The Man Upstairs".... I'll never go back to my life before rededicating myself. While it wasn't all bad I mean I had a great time, but it this was about my soul and reclaiming my family.
Just like that! My life changed for the better in so many ways! No longer was I the host of my very own pitty party I was free from all that nonsense and once you've been set free how could you even dream of going backwards??
So with all that said... I grateful for my crazy life, because for the most part God gives me what I ask for! I'm still going to fuss from time to time of course, because I'm human but MAAANNNN my God is most definitely an awesome God!
I could sit here and talk about how busy I am... Well because I am... or how much I can't wait to graduate... Well because I can't, but I won't do that because then I feel like I may start to sound ungrateful.
Let me tell something, I wasn't always this Blessed. Once upon a time I was not as focused on my life and family like I am now. I started my family YOUNG so as you can probably imagine I've too many mistakes to count. HOWEVER God saw fit to keep me in his presence, and not let things get as bad as the could have. And for that I can't complain about my crazy busy life, because I'm overjoyed I have one.
Being a young mother of 3 at 22 years old, I didn't know what my life would look like at my now 38 years of age. I just knew that I had to grow up because I had kids that depended on me, but I was also still young and wanted to hang out in the clubs. While my friends and I all had kids around the same age that could play together while we kicked it... now in hindsight I should have been putting more focus on my education so that I could properly care for them back then.
While I always maintained a good job I should be well off into my career now instead of just really getting started.
Through it all God kept me. Even let me bump my head a few times just to get his point across. My relationship didn't get to where it is now until my grandmother that raised me passed away in 2012. While I sad of course, she lived her life here on earth for 100 years and was ready to go "home" as she would say. Suddenly all the things she taught me all my life came rushing to my mind all at once and knew that if I was going to have a shot at a good life I needed to get my relationship back on track with "The Man Upstairs".... I'll never go back to my life before rededicating myself. While it wasn't all bad I mean I had a great time, but it this was about my soul and reclaiming my family.
Just like that! My life changed for the better in so many ways! No longer was I the host of my very own pitty party I was free from all that nonsense and once you've been set free how could you even dream of going backwards??
So with all that said... I grateful for my crazy life, because for the most part God gives me what I ask for! I'm still going to fuss from time to time of course, because I'm human but MAAANNNN my God is most definitely an awesome God!
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